8.06.2009

thunder only happens when its raining...

But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering
What you had
And what you lost...
And what you had...
theres just something so much more romantic about film.











now here i go again, i see the crystal visions...
i keep my visions to myself...
its only me who wants to wrap around your dreams...
have you any dreams you'd like to sell?
till we meet again.
xoxo
-vans

8.05.2009

live fast... die young.

Massan from MACAFRAMA on Vimeo.


new macaframa shit...
too tough to die.
till we meet again,
xoxo
-wreckless and romantic

8.04.2009

everyones a VIP to someone...

...can't wait for my spot in the front of the line.

as per usual life has been interesting these last few weeks, somethings good, somethings bad and somethings confusing as fuck.
summer is fleeting at an alarming rate and the time left to make some serious life decisions is dropping as fast as the temperature... i hope everything works out how i want it too.
august long hit and its time to enjoy it while it lasts...
chan has been killing it extra hard in my books these days... nuf love
as long as theres a pair of black and white vans in my life i know i'll stay afloat.
ive been spending alot of time near the water these last few weeks and its a very comforting feeling, might be a sign.



the loveliest host, mortisha martin, love you friend.










this was a unreal fun weekend, but at the same time it was kind of depressing. there was a strong feeling inside me that things arent going to be this way for much longer. lives are changing and the loved ones are branching off. i just want to let those who matter most know i love you and i love all the time we have spent together. forever in my heart friends.
till we meet again,
xoxo
-the man of constant sorrow.

7.30.2009

girl of my dreams, things are as bad as they seem...

im sorry for the lack of posts, just like most things i go through phases where i am feeling
creative enough to actually make shit happen.
things have been good lately, life has handed me some very strange circumstances
as of recent... and for the first time in a long time i'm starting to feel
more comfortable and as a result alot less pissed off.
i've always wanted to be a pirate captin... the other night i got one step closer...
set out on calm waters with my first mate.

the calm before the storm...
ive recently found some strange motivation to not let a camera leave my side....
i want to capture every single moment...
samantha anne, cigarettes and tiki...
stay tuned...
with moments of innocence and mystery... its the little things you'll miss.
till we meet again.
xoxo
-james andrew lawrence vandal.

7.06.2009

I'm just a cat searching for a clean lap to crash in...

...a world hurting. waiting for their turn to take a nap.

we went to an art party. andrew hit on young girls.
a few weekends ago dave and i went flee marketing on a rainy saturday. i scored big.
mass nintendo sessions to follow.

the half moon with great friends and pretty girls...
its called summertime living.
are we not men? shall we golf and smoke?
why the fuck not. good time buddies on the front nine.





i cant figure out why a normal person would have this licence plate.
must have been the real teemu.
fore.

blue collar.


fag hype.


jazz fest brought and interesting evening my way. broken hearts and broken knuckles.
just a preview of things to come i think.
till we meet again.
xoxo
-vandal