There was no way out, the only way out was to give in...

oh... how i love to give in.

Sickness was fixing me some.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall.
Now that the damage is done.
I never miss it at all

summers here. the sunshine makes me feel better.

im recovering from H1N1.

fuck being sick.

fuck birthdays.

fuck growing up.

one thing that this years birthday has taught me is that time is fleeting and life isnt getting any longer.  i gotta stop swallowing my words and sometimes i should swallow my pride and just say what my heart cant. 

till we meet again.

xoxo

-vans